♥ for all that we've done,

Friday, February 20, 2009 @ 8:39 PM

I love the OAIs. hoho, instructors are cool people. especially when we fluster and bluster about weird stuff like bandana color. no pink please! so uncool!

mhmg.livejournal.com

will be posting here from now (:

Thursday, February 19, 2009 @ 8:02 PM

gradual move to LJ.

@ 4:23 PM

belay school today was, erm, not too good.it IS annoying. honestly. but then again, I saw how nice my leaders are, so I shall stop being so mean. (: and I heard an extrememly amusing description coming from someone I never expected would say it!

lazy afternoon, honestly. I am in no mood to do anything. hoho. ss and hist!

Wednesday, February 18, 2009 @ 8:29 PM

Yes Mam, lesson learnt.

I saw today how a leader should be. it's hard to admit that you are wrong, and that you are sorry. leader to instructor especially, with the lines and all. I doubt you will ever read this, but you earned my respect. it mustnt have been easy, I doubt it ever would be, but for you to have done that..

thought through the entire matter when I was going for piano. and I straightened out my thoughts. shall take it as a lesson well learnt. MP was only following school SOP, and well, I should have followed the SOP as well, and found out the format properly before submitting it. so it IS my fault. and if I am going to think that she has something against me, well everything is going to look like that, no? it's the mindset that makes the matter. and I am just going to learn learn and learn throughout this journey. and to learn, an open heart is needed. I am going to find it in me, to have an open heart. I will.

studying with leena and mich plus kellie made me laugh, alot. hoho, the retardacy of the afternoon shall be kept in within the four of us, but laughing at ahlian languages in teenage magazines are really amusing. bibiboi! HAHA, god. people actually use such language! michelle and me is going to start a "stop using engrish campaign"!

achoo, zhihui: jiayou k? dont be sad or disappointed or angry. there is still a long way to go before you can say your jobs are done. must jiayou! dont disappoint IA k zhihui? remember our promise and our wooden rings! -bear hug!-

suka: sometimes all it takes it a little push for a class to fall nicely together. not everything can be done by a single person. go go go suka! bring your gayness to your class and make them bond! monitress is not an accidental thing. you can, and so you must. dont be angry, cause anger clouds judgement. -hugs-

ok, ss. I hate my ugly notes!
and I just snapped at TQ. damn it, what is wrong with me today. ):

Tuesday, February 17, 2009 @ 8:51 PM

I'll do my part as a senior, and my best as a junior.

right now? that's all I can promise.

disappointment. such a bitter pill. what goes around comes round, ______.

@ 8:11 PM

today's a bad day. the kind of day when everyone around you looks unhappy, laughter is scarce and short. the kind of day that makes you wonder when the end of the day will come. even my usual highlight of the week isnt that bright anymore.

debate feels like something I have to do.

I just hate not being able to talk to seniors properly. spoilt I am, used to talking to my seniors on an almost equal level

and I dislike being rolled eyes at when it aint my fault.

I dont feel like worrying if 3S will do fine tomorrow for campfire, and if we will screw up like crap on thursday during belay school.

and here I thought my mind was so tired I am past the stage of caring.

ok, self indulgence in emo-ing is over. we're just gonna face tomorrow with a slightly better mindset, no?

damn it. I think I have been cranky for way too long.

Monday, February 16, 2009 @ 11:47 PM

I love history. and I am having a major headache over a certain case.

@ 11:00 PM

at times I fear I am too harsh with you guys, but at other times I cant help but feel that being harsher might help you guys better.

torn between guilt and hopes on you guys.

Saturday, February 14, 2009 @ 11:34 PM

cedar fiesta on vday, I think it was quite a success, judging from the crowds that swelled by the hour. thank god we managed to dunk Mr Chia and I happily got to see Mr Kang got dunked as well. (:

spent most of the day at the woofball area, and it was quite fun, especially towards the end. I wanted to get wet, but not so wet! haha, it was really fun though, and for once, I really felt like I belonged to the OAL board, and was not just another onlooker, hoho. I have crazy leaders who really let loose when they play. hoho.

the haunted house was amusing. was thrown facts like how many people cried and how scary it was, and the suspense was so ripe in the air when we were awaiting our turn. the actual trip didnt turn out to be as scary though, fun as it was to laugh at michkoh screaming and leenalee screaming right along. and hanan's now officially my "haunted" partner, I held her so tight, I was so scared she would go missing! (:

so, happy vday guys! once a year, please do gorge yourself with cookies, chocs and muffins. random note, why dont anyone give pizzas on vday?

and thank you all for all the little notes and chocs yea!

and I look at the stars and wonder if you are looking at them as well, wherever you are.

I remember the last one, and all I can do is sigh softly in my mind.

my expression did not change, but my heart lurched. did you realise when you met my eyes today?

Friday, February 13, 2009 @ 11:11 PM

let's clear things up abit. I do not have a boyfriend. I am single, damn it. now shut up.

this started out with me being mildy amused, now I am annoyed. very very annoyed. thanks people, it's spreading to my parents, and if anything happens to the love of my life namely freedom, heads are gonna roll. take my word for that.

so get it into your thick skulls.

and I am a lousy belayer. ok, I need to change that bit, cause that is not good. things went ok, and thank you lots to those who helped to put up balloons yea! (:

shall go do vday stuff. and I dislike people with maths trying to be good at teaching maths. mr khoo please come back faster.

protagonist

Geraldine
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~~coralite~~
cedarian
~~co-leader~~
~~exco, beloved~~
cedarELDDS;debator
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The most important things are the hardest to say, because words diminish them.