Friday, October 26, 2007 @ 9:55 PM


e-learning day, also known as self declared slack today.(: however, I wasnt at home, or shopping anyway as I think the general cedar population was.(: I was at VS, having my comp. Being a clumsy old freak, maluating myself, panicking and not writing properly cause mu hands were trembilng horribly, and having LOADS of fun.(= HAHA,i was trying to SMILE throughout the debate. talk about failing miserably.(=

VS is such a pretty place.(: pretty as a picture they say. and i agree. and it is so HUGE. the view's fantastic. sad, didnt take pictures. haha. tomorrow, tomorrow.

good exposure, and tried things i would otherwise flinch from.(X I dunno. Maybe it's the thrill, maybe it's the fun, I dunno, dun give a care. all i know is, debate is <33. face="Arial" color="#666666">
tomorrow is the continuation. shant say anything bad here. but ohwells. i enjoyed myself, and that's what matters at the end of the day.(=

cedardebaters hurray!

found out something today. let you know, but i knew it a long time ago, it was just confirmed by cedible sources today, and since i am not one to mince my feelings and be a hypocritical fool, I display it all on my face. read that expression. guess why. and miss _***___ i dont give a damn if you are a _*****___ foot. i dont. i seriously dont. you judge me from a few sentences from someone who talked less than 20 sentences to me. great. i didnt get in, so i need not tread on eggshells. hey, there are two kinds of leader. and sad? i am none. come get me. the only reason why i am not typing names is cause 1. i dont want to get my senior into trouble for telling me, 2. i do not want to embarrass you and 3. i know you know i am talking about you anyway, so there is no point in typing names. hahaha. hypocritical one. one thing i hate, a false face put there for MY benefit.

random: a whole new world reminds me of p5! hahaha. production remember! remember! hahah. weeks of rehersals, kallang theatre. (= i miss you all soo much. i want your shoulder!

it hurt. seeing you there, and you treating me as an invisible person. person? ohno. it was creature. i forgot. the moon's bright and beautiful tonight. remember what you said? it's all too late now. far too late. much too late. it was all false, a pretence, a fake. all i wanted was you to stand beside me. but today..seeing you there was far too much for me to handle. i tried to hide it. i tried, i reallyreally did. i tried matching the chills. i tried. i failed. across the room, yet the waves of hate can still be felt. was it me? I dunno. I envy those. but that is not my fate. not now. not ever? a question unanswered, a point left unclarrified, assertions and assumptions. you know why? cause as with all other cases, proposition never defined the keyterms properly, and a proper definational challenge was never issued. point of information sir..i never said those things.





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