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Tuesday, October 16, 2007 @ 4:11 PM
first time this year I m online and not online. haha. anyone get my meaning? interview's over. scary, freaky, intimidating. haha. promised myself I'm not going to fall into the trap we do all too often at interviews: give politically correct answers. haha. & i didnt. -smiles- let them see what I really am thinking. I play the puppet all too often eh? was so scared i was gripping my hands under the table. hehex. school's a bore. my poor legs. hehe. keep us in the MPH from 8.40 all the way to 13.45 with recess break in between. listening to boring twinning programe(ssss) presentations doesnt really appeal. hehe. we were building card towers, playing stress and uno. rude us. but at least we made an effort to clap after each presentation. hehe. excuses excuses. XP received news of Samantha. she fought hard against the cancer that hit her since p6. rest in peace dear. you live forever in our memories. i cant bring myself to go for her funeral. i cant accept that a brave, beautiful, lovely young girl is dead. why couldnt you bring me with you instead lord? she deserves to live so much more than me... life can change in a heartbeat. that i’ve always known. it hit me hard still. why is it so easy to die but so difficult to live. You can shed tears that she is gone, or you can smile because she has lived. You can close your eyes and pray that she’ll come back, or you can open your eyes and see all she’s left. Your heart can be empty because you can’t see her, or you can be full of the love you shared. You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday, or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday. You can remember her only that she is gone, or you can cherish her memory and let it live on. You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back. Or you can do what she’d want:smile, love and go on -David Harkins goodbye samantha. |
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