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Tuesday, October 9, 2007 @ 9:16 PM
mood hasnt improved. suddenly all collapses at my feet, and I'm expected to pick the pieces together aint it? it all falls into the same category. just one more word in the book of my life. wish it were all perfect, but life aint a bed of roses isnt it? sometimes i wonder why am i brought into the world. perfectly useless in your eyes aint I? my successes just serve to wipe your soles, and my failures are just flunk back into my face. it is all the perfect little boy at home right? yeah. i m the useless one, cause whatever i accomplish is supposed to be, whatever i fail is ridiculous. whatever he accomplishes is equal to climbing the mount everest in your eyes, whatever he fails is coz it is too hard for him right? sibling jealousy you say. you say i'm immature to hankle for attention. but you gotta admit, it rankles when my straight As were nothing, his pathethic ONE A is a GREAT accomplishment. ok. fine. whatever. I forgot that I am a useless freak of a fool right. Just a human ball, in school, at home, anywhere I go. too tired to fight back. Just shuttup and bottle it inside huh. Just pretend nothing's wrong. sickening. bitchiness I know. but guess what, I dont give a damn anymore. I just wanna lash out. Ever heard that when the gentle and peaceful bear gets angry it can kill. Well, whisper in your ear, to let you know that I am the bear. |
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