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Thursday, October 4, 2007 @ 6:33 PM
someone's sick. veryvery sick from the sound of it. shouldnt be worrying, but i am. weird. ok. nevermind about that. ___ should know what to do. or i hope. been dallying around the whole day. life without school when you are supposed to be at school is weirdd. been less than 1/2 a day, but i miss the courtyard and the sea of blue and grey with the occasional ties flying.(: miss turning around to enrica and see her maybe dao or maybe smiling face, listening to cassandratho and teo talk. especially when onion is feeling erm slightly horny and is attempting to teach her bearbears naughty stuff. hehe. making faces at isabel & bullying tianqi nu'er.(: keep replaying the secret's tracks. haha. i wonder if they were really in love, cause as i said, music is an expression. and wells.. without the real feelings, you cant breathe life into the song. especially in the song secret, the desperation and the longing is evident. as contrasted by the heightened sense of curiousity and unsureness at the start. maybe it is the idealist in me. maybe i m just tricking myself into believing it. but ohwells. read Her blog. I know how she feels. Yet it isnt as she thinks. The way He still talks about Her..She just doesnt know, that's all. Wish I can comfort her, wish I can give her a hand, but I cant. I m the girl standing behind a piece of glass. Shouting myself hoarse aint gonna help that's for sure. but i think we both know that there is another. But i know i am the one who doesnt play a role at all. Just another outsider. Just another person observing the whole issue. All I wonder is this: Why am I always the one that never matters? Enough is enough geraldine. Take a step back. You know it was never your course to take, and that what wasnt yours for the taking, will never be. How I wish I can explain to you when you asked me. Why I know it aint gonna to be just ok for me. well. I just do. call it instinct , call it intution. |
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