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Sunday, November 11, 2007 @ 4:00 PM
contrary to what many people who saw me today thinks, my mood's far from good. it's even far from average. it's in the dumps, to put it nicely. ¬hing was improved by my parents, or even the idiot I have for a younger brother. Certainly not when I want some peace and quiet to sort out my thoughts. nono, geraldine cant have that. nono. that's how deprived I am now, great. just fantastic. All I want now is to scream and claw, and destroy whatever comes my way. but no. I cant. I am so tempted to use vulgarities to express myself, cause I am so pent up inside. It's just too much for me. anger. irony when we just discussed it during bs today. irony. hahaha. so I'm just gonna play disappear again. i dont care anymore. And if I never come back again, then goodbye. coz I have lost all thought of keeping myself safe. coz I dont give a damn, not anymore. I know THEY will be happy without me. with the all so perfect son, who scores failing grades, acts like the whole world owns him, and is an immature idiotic freak who cant talk with normal tones. ohno. it's the idiot daughter they all hate dont they? so let the blood flow freely, and see if it ever dries. will fight my way out of this mad house I call home, cause I want to throw down the placid front of obedience and calmness down. see my cycnical and evil nature mom, I am not an angel. |
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