Thursday, November 1, 2007 @ 9:35 AM


I feel oddly disorientated. like a little lost kind. it feels like a sandcastle I built got washed away, yet I had known that it would have. not a nice feeling. It feels the worst when there is a problem, yet you have no idea how to go about solving it. one thing I know, words cant get me out of this one. The truth is hard to face, but face it I must.

okay. enough emoing so early in the morning. shall I switch to grumbling now?

MY MOM HAS IT IN HER HEAD THAT GERALD'S CHINESE IS BADD. D:

I seriously dont believe that man. haha. chinese is like one of my best subj, even if I hate it straight to the core. why do I hate it? cause for a perfectionist who likes her words nice and neat(when I am not on the floor and have to resort to scribbling), chinese words never look pretty enough for me to say it's purrfect. dangg. Anyway, she is going through every single one of my chinese hol hw, so I reckon if it's graded I will have nice grades, at the expense of being screamed at to do more chinese compre?

It is so wonderfully peaceful at home now.(= I am so evil. hehe. but i value my peace at home, even if i am one miss-cant-sit-still outside. you will be surprised, I dont talk alot at home. yeahyeah i know most people are gagging as it is already. but seriously, no peace when your mom's a chinese tutor and she has all sorts of people coming in and out. urgh.

Hope everything's fine now. I dont like helplessness. It scares me not being able to know or to do anything about it.





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