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Friday, January 25, 2008 @ 5:29 PM
am feeling pretty pissed off at the moment. pure angst. pure pain, the throbbing kind that makes you want to cry, but the tears are all clogged up. you want to lash out at them, but you know deep down, that it aint just their fault. the worst kinda feeling. wish like venting it out, since they were the cause of it all, but a logical part holds back, cautions, and as always, in the end, it wins. I hate this. after this is over, I am never going to do anything like that. spare me all the pain. debate "orientation". so fun okay! was damn high or at least, I looked the part. the sec1s are nice. 2 left, pathethic, will have to wait for second intake then. I demand photos. hear it, hear it. esteepang! chatting with Joy online released a huge load of tension off me. yes, some fights, arent worth fighting, but the fights that ought to be fought, I have no strength to fight too. tired, so tired, so tired. |
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