Wednesday, January 30, 2008 @ 9:39 PM


"a bad day, for all" - quote, cassbuddy, my deardear class monitress.

we had multiple free periods today, coz the teachers are on course, learning on how to torture teach us better. havoc. am feeling really horrid, especially after chinese. rawrs. first and foremost, I dont like being scolded for something that is entirely not my fault, and secondly, I hate smiling and having to take it while my supposed "friends" are sniggering. some friends you people are. -frowns- diplomatic relationships, I call those. And I dont like being compared to china students who take mugging as a cca, please, I rather keep debate. much good the mugging does you, is life just about acedemics? ITE students can all go and suicide then? when will people recognise you for who you are, and not what you are supposed to be?

tolerated all with a smile until the period ended, snapped at someone, then went to the toilet, where I had a smashing wall with fist fun. now my hand feels numb, clever ehs? blueblacks at the knuckles, self mutilation. rawrs. then returned back to class, promptly daoed people, blasted mp3(free period), and 10mins later, back to work.

debate session..cool enough. someone hates taugay, someone giggles at the word pudding..haha..reintro ourselves to the sec1s, the old plus the new. fun observing them and trying to think what they would be. questioning loyalties, and remiscing. ahh, not that I would ever admit that I would miss the sec4s. hehs.

the consequence, I am not done with my case, I have a pile of hw waiting for me, my right hand feels numb with the tinge of pain, I am having a headache, and rawrs. I am in a super foul mood, now.





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