Thursday, January 24, 2008 @ 11:10 PM


i'm not the type to get my heart broken
i'm not the type to get upset and cry
cause i never leave my heart open
never hurts me to say goodbye
relationships don't get deep to me
never got the whole in love thing
and someone can say they love me truely
but at the time it didn't mean a thing

my mind is gone, i'm spinning round
and deep inside, my tears i'll drown
i'm losing grip, what's happening
i stray from love, this is how i feel

this time was different
felt like, i was just a victim
and it cut me like a knife
when you walked out of my life
now i'm, in this condition
and i've, got all the symptoms
of a girl with a broken heart
but no matter what you'll never see me cry

did it happen when we first kissed
cause it's hurting me to let it go
maybe cause we spent so much time
and i know that it's no more
i shoulda never let you hold me baby
maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
i didn't give to you on purpose
gotta figure out how you stole my heart


taking of O levels results today.

okay. the way my class behaved today, it were as if I was the one taking MY results, but no, I have just recovered from the shock of PSLE, thanks, but I am not that eager to grow up yet. graduating batch of 07 came back, popped in classrooms to wave at the teachers and badger for results.

"oh you have a single digit result"
"okay, leaning towards the double digits or not?!" - kiasuness, take result at 2, reach school at 7?

some actually cried BEFORE taking results.

&my very excited class was bullying Mr Leng during last period today. HAHAH. atoms and molecules theory bores me, terribly, but at least, I understand.
craziness of class, the highness of everyone, shouting goodluck as a class at the passing sec4s and having your greeting replied. the bluegrey family, I love.

the little green frog is soon turning into our class song, really. we keep singing it at random times.

and due to the sec4s good result, we have halfday tomorrow, but I aint going anywhere, we have debate. haha. (: my debate seniors did really well, single digits, really pretty ones. saw people I know crying in the hall, so extreme, jumping with joy or sobbing bitterly. felt like such an intruder as I stood there watching them. overall performance was good, but individual achievements..? heh. so kaypoh lah us all, stand outside the hall when it is entirely none of our business, but it motivated me to study, so yeah. (=

go cedar you're so fine, you're so fine you blow my mind, go cedar! go cedar! - hah. i love this cheer. the cedar family, blue, grey and tie! uniquely, us.

off to mug (:

feeling odd. should start an abstainence from talking to people I very well shouldnt.
irony, how some are pleased with double digits that are wayyy not acceptable, and cedarians cry at what? 4 marks?! HAHA







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