Wednesday, February 20, 2008 @ 9:07 PM


mhms. pulled through the day, and thanks to the nap last night, was seemingly okay in school today. mhms. endurance perhaps.

feel supersuper mean during the first half of debate today. supersuper mean. but since we have to evaluate, I thought we ought to be harsh. We point them out, then we rid them. so many different characters, so many personalities, so many cliques. how would it turn out, ultimately, at the end of four long years, in cedar? would they change? would we change? amazing, how we entered eldds as ignorant sec1s a year ago, such a short period, assumingly, but so much changes, so much growth. my seniors made it possible for us to grow, even flourish. would we play such a big part as well? I wonder, and again, to reflect, who am I to judge? I can only help, to the greatest extent, I can only try. I hope, so sincerely hope, that when they, when we, walk out of the cedar door four years later, we will all be what we should, to the best of our potential, our abilities, as cca mates, as friends. promised myself at the start of the year that I would try to be a good senior, a good junior. I dunno about the good junior part, but as a senior, should I even have discriminations? granted, I have had some nasty run ins with her, but is it too early to mark her as hopless? I know that she isnt, but am I willing to give her a chance and more importantly, to reach out and bring her out from her shell? her shell wasnt built in a day, but of years of hate, of hurt? how much love would it take to bring her out from that shell? do I, and can I do it? what can I do, other than pray? for wisdom, for patience, for love perhaps. cause I belive, I know, I can. And I will. We will. (:

games on friday, ohboy, I am so excited. (: let's all wear housetees okay sec2s!






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