♥ for all that we've done,

Wednesday, March 5, 2008 @ 7:44 PM

people who know me outside of school know that I love school, pretty much.
yet, today, I can say I am ashamed of being a cedarian.
no, it is not a typo.

had pupil leaders time during TOP period today, and I was dismayed at the stupid questions asked during Q&A time, and the fact that 3/4 of the school cheered that person on.

"why was my grey shoes booked? my shoes are in the school color, even if it isnt grey, it is okay right!" - note the exclamation mark.
-general population cheers-

I think Grace was too nice, she was explaining that the 70% white was a MOE regulation.
and I didnt know that grey was such a popular color that everyone wants grey canvas shoes. would have pointed that out if I were one of the pupil leaders standing onstage. someone, * identity protected, wanted to reply that they should change our blouse to grey and our skirt to blue then. HAHA. not like she would say that had she been on stage luhs.

"why arent ankle socks allowed?"
-general population cheers again-

omg, this has been dealt with before already! it is so retard, and it isnt a sec1 asking that question mind you. then I hear people commenting on some pupil leader's answer on upholding the school image about how SCGS's school socks are ankle socks. well, according to someone whoose sister is in SCGS, their socks are damn ugly. /:

"budget problems"

like, wth, I remember seeing a pie map last year on how the budget was divided, and everyone could see that track didnt have the majority of the funds. these are not the sec1s protesting, these are the upper levels talking here, talk about no brainers. fine example, just well, fine! you think the track have alot of very good stuff isit? their equipment also like crap, not like you all never use before during PE right? -huffs-

all in all, I was only satisfied with the cheering at the end, and there was very strong school spirit, with cheering at every question (though wrongly applied). was terribly disappointed in the level of common sense among bluegreys though. /:

on a lighter note that does not include me criticising cedarians,

debate was thought provoking, but since I am all in the huff and puff mood now, I shall just keep it to myself. oh, anyways, the sec1s have gotten nicknames for us, their seniors, or more specifically their debate seniors, to remember our names. some really are unexpected, in a sense. haha, and I am so disappointed that my nickname is geraldine, sec2 level rep. like why should that be in my identity! I actually told them my coral nickname, iodine. haha. apparently I turn blueblack upon contact with starch hmms? didnt enlighten them that most people call me gerald, cause that is essentially a boy's name /:

oh el camp's been cancelled becase new policy does not allow overnight camps. debaters are going out for dinner instead. how disappointing. poor exco. ):

and I find myself once again IC of leadership training course due to some change in policies. how furstrating. how time consuming. but we will have fun in the end, we always manage to. (:

oh, and I am addicted to phantom of the opera. thanks to Izah love. HAHA. my louver! Think of me struck a chord in me, so..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XjM1Lrsb7I8

Think of me, think of me fondly,
when we've said goodbye.
Remember me once in a while -
please promise me you'll try.
When you find that, once again, you long
to take your heart back and be free -
if you ever find a moment,
spare a thought for me

We never said our love was evergreen,
or as unchanging as the sea -
but if you can still remember
stop and think of me . . .

Think of all the things
we've shared and seen -
don't think about the things
which might have been . . .

Think of me, think of me waking,
silent and resigned.
Imagine me, trying too hard
to put you from my mind.
Recall those days
look back on all those times,
think of the things we'll never do -
there will never be a day,
when I won't think of you . . .

Flowers fades,
The fruits of summer fade,
They have decisions, so do we
but please promise me, that sometimes
you will think of me!

protagonist

Geraldine
snow_ball1994@hotmail.com

~~coralite~~
cedarian
~~co-leader~~
~~exco, beloved~~
cedarELDDS;debator
sec3ELfamilyofai!
clique1H'07; 2H'08
Echo 2008 ; the ten of us, plus the four instructors <33

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