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Monday, March 10, 2008 @ 10:57 AM
so, it is the start of the wonderful march one week break,and it doesnt even feel like a break to me. the crazy me actually woke up this morning, bright and early at 5:30 to put on my school uniform. my dad was like: gerald? what are you doing? and I actually replied, going to school, duh. haaha. my dad must have been so amused. so toppled back on the bed, and tossed and turned and tossed and turned, and slept fitfully. for some reason, I kept thinking of things. hmms. it is the same, everytime I close my eyes. as such, I have decided to sleep when I am super tired, like at 3am in the morning, just to prevent the memory from re-running its course. practised piano, ate breakfast, finished maths(yeah!). I just kept thinking of the same things. such a wonder, how many memories unknowingly created in the course of slightly over half a year. hmms. drop it geraldine, just, drop it. maybe, if I am going to be honest, I just cant get over the fact that there is no one I can just pick up the phone and sms to, knowing that the person would be fine with it, and..aiyeh /: you were one of the better things in my life, now you are one of the more angonizing ones. cruel trick of fate, but then again, I should have pulled away when I had the chance, shouldnt I? JG's motion on wednesday, wonder what it will be on. perhaps debate would occupy my mind enough.. |
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