Thursday, April 17, 2008 @ 5:00 PM


Just been reading a certain senior's archives, and it is soo cool, to see her "growing up", the change of language and all. haha, shant name her, though she is one of the seniors I respect most, one of the seniors that really inspire and make me go, just wow. we arent that close though, I know my place well enough to keep a distance. point is, I sorta regret deleting the previous blog now, seems abit, rash.

I just realise that I have really sweet teachers. even if they are annoying and make me want to sleep sometimes. haha, much apologies then, since I aint the most easy student to teach. (: anyways, they havent been giving me much homework, which sorta explains my free-ness to read archives.

I dont know, been thinking alot recently, and I wonder, about the meaning of growing up in its entireity. I used to want to grow up faster, I wanted to be up there with the big people. but things have been changing, whether it's in school, church or even anyway else. things change, people change. happy-free-golucky people have been having frowns, and not as much laughter. Bs groups' changing. I read XF's LJ posts, and I thought, hey, why dont we have that anymore? does growing up means a growing distance as well? to my dear leaders of '06, what's happened to us? where has the capacity to laugh and make stupid jokes and do stupid things and laugh at ourselves gone? why are we so judgemental recently? strikes me that soon, estee and nadia are going to be off from debate, and then joy, jolene, chud, poohja are going to be off, and then we are going to be off too. so fast, time flies.

sighs, I need to feel the breeze on my skin.





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