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Monday, June 30, 2008 @ 10:56 PM
but terror takes the sound before you make it. it is late, and I still have maths to complete. but gosh, the agony, it is really killing me. school tomorrow. slip on that mask again my dear.
@ 6:28 PM
dont deny what we both know. I am super darn damn annoyed at the way you handle things. yes, you. when are you going to get the message? I am not interested! why oh why oh why do you want to make me so angry at you! cant we just have a platonic relastion? no, no no. you must spread stupid untrue rumors. and what the idiot can you be when what. "she led me on". I jolly well did not., and you are making me mad. seriously. and with all the things I want to do but have no time for, this is damn not helping. That's it! I want to be a recluse! and listening to harp is not helping with my mood, I just want to smash everything up. gahhh gahh gahh! rawr! on to maths and geog. I want to complain like the world owes me money, but the more I complain, the worse I feel. people around me like the sec4s are absolutely getting it worst off, and who am I to complain! but still!
@ 4:49 PM
school was just one boring sleepy affair today, I have absolutely no idea why. my dear table partner looked so grim, and actually told me at the end of school that it was 9weeks to the holidays, it was pathethic to see everyone is such a state, it being only the first day of the second week. burnt out? as with everyone else. one of the worst timetables I have had ever since I entered cedar. history and geog together, last two periods. mothertongue and maths. bad combos, all of them. going home was amusing. hahaha, slow reaction slow reaction esteepang. mhms. talked about somethings. hmms. I dont know. sheesh. not like I can do anything about it, and neither can my dear senior. so, what's to be done, and what's to be seen will have to see in the future, hmms? we can only hope nothing too bad happens.
Sunday, June 29, 2008 @ 10:47 PM
you used to ask why there were eye rings under my eyes. now I know they are the shadows of the past you used to ask about the pallor of my face now I know it is because my insides are struggling you used to ask me if I am okay now I know I am not you used to tell me goodnight. now I guess, it's to someone else alltogether. call it the blues but I know better, it's me. the longing to speak to you so acute it's tearing me up inside. re-reading convo histories, trying to concentrate on science but thinking of what you would say had I been telling you what I thought of the chapters. I thought I could survive, and I am. but what's to surviving to no insides? just plain agony, seeing your arm slung around her waist. I dont ask for it to be around mine. I just want the history to repeat again. it'd have been a year of conversations. had it not been. over 300 contacts on msn, over 90 people in phonebook. but not one to turn to, no one who could understand. cause, I dont understand myself as well. incoherence, ironic. pathethic. guess I screwed up again
@ 9:23 PM
You're just salt on a wound that never heals. played the piano, and just sat there and let the tears flow. bottled up since when I dont know. I only know I am sick of everything and everything. damn all of you. my head's pounding, and I sense a relapse. there goes again, my screwed up life, and this time, there is no you to even pick up the phone to sms. red welts on pale skin.
@ 5:39 PM
let me introduce the cedar family to you. no no, not the bluegrey cohort. just the clique in class2H 2008. First, the mom. Hafizah. then the daughters, Geraldine, Enrica and Isabel, in order of age. then the children of the children Geraldine - husband Shinigami, affair Xinhui. Duaghter :Oniontho, Daughter/ Son(I am still confused)GohTianqi ; dont ask me who's the dad, I picked them from rubbish dumps. Enrica - boyfriend Xinhui, no children Isabel - husband LeenaLeeshaoqi, affair Xinhui, TangYuzhe and still got one more celebrity. Daughter: sherilyn lau notice one name keeps popping up? sheesh lah xinhui, how baddd of you! haha, such a random post.
@ 12:09 AM
there are three things one should never ever uber do, in his or her or it entire life when going out with crazies. 1. tell a lame joke. 2. be lame. 3. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THERE WITH THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE, RUNNNNN! haha, guys, I love you all ya? and no matter how last minute the call comes to go meet somewhere random and have dinner *cough cough cough!*, and watch a movie or make laughter peal, if I can make it, I promise I will. such a good doggie huh, call and go. sheesh. and we didnt watch a movie either, how annoying. which has makes me movie-less since last year's national treasure book of secrets, ohmygosh. shoot me. and since I am sleepy and I am still not done with the science notes target for today and there's church tomorrow, I am going to finish this chapter and go plong myself on the bed, yawns!
Saturday, June 28, 2008 @ 5:39 PM
sometimes I wonder, if you'd ever look my way once, and that kinda familarity that we once shared might flash again. Is once too much to ask for? so. once upon a time, there lived a duck. the duck couldnt swim, so she went to cedar to learn how to swim at kallang swimming complex. there she met other ducks in blue who couldnt swim. they then learnt how to swim. one duck called the deepa duck was scared of water, so she became a swimless duck. make sense? yeaps, there was swimming in school yesterday. however, except for the deepaduck part, all is fictatious. haha, funny deepa during swimming! the bathing time made me damn annoyed though,how selfish people can get, I dont want to know, assembly principal's address sounded like some orientation talk, seriously. and I am surprised, once again, or no, as usual, that the sports achievement always is better than the arts. how..typical, not? and there we were passing not so nice comments half the time, with the prefect head of discipline directly behind us. that again is typical. haha, oops. then we went back to swim after school, and well, I dont think we accomplished much swimming, I think we were doing more of tanning. now I am a shade darker than I used to be. sheesh. (: gahh, I am not amused by things that are happening now. sosh, I am going to continue with my notes. (:
Thursday, June 26, 2008 @ 10:02 PM
in this world, there are two kind of people. one, are those who are affected by tangible illness, that could bery possibly be fatal, that they would have to fight with for life. two, are those who are affected by their minds. their thoughts. their loves. their dreams. and these, could be fatal, and have to be fought for life too. now you tell me. which is worst? I aint afraid of being alone, cause that's where I started out. maybe I've finally let go, but only when the week goes will I be able to know, wont I?
@ 8:53 PM
I knew you would be angry with me when I told you, but it still feels sad to know that you are. the heaviness I thought I would relief by telling you the truth didnt go away, it doubled, tripled. I was watching when you read it outside the room. I was. but I guess, I didnt really wanted to say goodbye with unhappiness..and, well, I dont know. school's been peppered with funny and odd moments, the flu bug's around and everyone's falling ill and taking mc. sheesh, partner, are you coming back to school tomorrow? baked today, sheesh, Miss Lau Xingling, you better be happy, cause I hardly ever step into the kitchen, and you made me. gahh went back to primary school for the last "coaching" session before their debate comp, and since I was early, I hung around. first time I saw the primary1s having recess. seeing them play and eat and get scolded and herded around did funny things to me. I walked about, went and sat in our encove overlooking the field. went to stand at the place where we used to stand for no reason, just enjoying the company, walked and sat in empty classrooms where we used to have lessons and wait for the bell to ring, went and traced words I knew were left in places, unburied our little bottle..and threw it away. always when I went back it was in a rush, I went back, but I didnt really go back. today, I revisted our coral, the one without all the newness and all the changes, where we were playful and ignorant as juniors, confident as seniors. none of what we are going through now, mhm? I can remember everything. am going to continue with my notes collaboration, and I am gonna make Leng sit down and teach me Atoms and Molecules again. anyone?
Wednesday, June 25, 2008 @ 10:51 PM
been doing my notes, yesh, I am officially starting to study for streaming. am I the last one to start, sheesh? anyway, motivate me ya? cause I am very lacking of motivation, being the super slacker. and I realised that notes I take for science is all over the universe. seriously. In notes Leng give, in assessment books which I mark out, in textbook as side notes. and I have lots of nonsense on my tb, gosh. goes to show how bored I always am. anyway, I am going to learn from a certain someone and do three chapters a day. heh, since Os are sooner than EOYs, that should be a pretty safe estimate. and I realised that I always forget to say one thing. thankyou my friends. for every single thing. and, well. when I was doing notes, I thought about conz, and bs lessons. and, gahh. I am going to share my notes. ONLY on hist and geog. I'm sorry guys, but that's as far as I'll go. well, at least an improvement okay. so if you want, leave a tag, or send me sms. I'll send you via msn or email. print for you also can. (:
@ 8:55 PM
I sometimes dont know what I myself is doing. I do what I think is best, yet I distinctly know that it is not right. sheesh, gahh. day wasnt too bad, but I was super duper tired. really, I was trying so hard not to fall asleep. and without the reassuring presence and entertainment of my very super duper sick table partner, I am so bored in class, which is why zayannah hamis, I command that you get well soon and resume school! My welfare's at stake mind you! and I explained to _____ already. sighs. she just told me to develop the right way, and there, I just disappointed her, flat out. sorry. sorry, so super duper sorry.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 @ 11:33 PM
highlight, and downlight of the day. farewell. so after bustling for days, panicking and fretting, bonding and laughing, and doing silly incoherent stuff, it's, over. it's weird, how I just realised that I love my seniors to bits, and they're all going away? estee, saku wrote letters, pipi gave goodies, and thereza drew nice stuff. estee: thankyou for the super nice and sweet letter. I will. dont worry, I know. and, I really will heed your words. so dont worry about debate okay? it's in our capable captain's hands. and I am absolutely serious when I say you better not work yourself to death. oh, how did feigning blindness feel? (: saku: haha, thankyou for the postcard! heh, I AM lactose intolerant, but I'll remember your words ya? you're one of the best people I know! pipi and thereza: thankyou pipi for painstankingly wrapping goodies for all of us (think of the work!) and thank you for that pretty drawing thereza, you really are good with art! sec2s: no matter how last minute we started, we tide till the end ya? despite last minute dancesteps and decision makings, crisis like no oven, making noise and whewing we were not in the library, painful fingers which couldnt type after that, I really love the memories that we made together, (: next year, we arent going to plan something for the farewell, we'd be planning THE whole farewell. gosh. nevermind, we'll worry next year, and we're gonna do just fine, arent we? it didnt strike me that they were never going to come in and tell us to quieten down and gather and start nagging until I reached home. but, things cant remain the same, and yes, you guys really are worth every single bit of effort that we put in, no matter how tiring it was. I love you sec4s. Jiayou for the Os, and thank you for the impact you had on us ya? we'll really really really miss you guys.
Monday, June 23, 2008 @ 11:08 PM
I have never walked into the school compound with such a desire to get out of it and catch the next bus home. when I actually got dismissed from school, never have I wanted so much to think that I was in a dream. a nightmare, that I would just snap awake from. and that's how bad, the first day of term3 went. the school kitchen for baking thing really screwed up my entire day. the worst thing was that since it was in the middle of lessons, I couldnt run to sya or esther or sharianty and put brains together. it turned out fine in the end though, thankgod for people like sya and esther and shar and nan and mal and you all wonderful people. lessons werent exactly, good? going through of holiday homework, and a teacher who doesnt seem to be able to inspire me to get high high grades. target setting as usual, and setting realistic goals meant B3s and A2s. how far from my previous standards I have fallen, I can only sigh. I dont know. I am just feeling down generally, and with el farewell tomorrow.. I really dont want to say goodbye to my seniors. let's hope I dont cry tomorrow. with my current state of mood, it'd take little to set me off. so forgive me if I am short on patience and harsher with my words. I really really am trying to control my temper, nowadays bubbling so close to the surface. and it is ironic, you dont even know it is because of you, cause you wont read this. from favourites, to not even on the url bar? mocking, indeed.
Sunday, June 22, 2008 @ 8:33 PM
funny how little bits and pieces of my life reminds me of you. little little pieces like the music I listen to, people in uniform, bikes. and it is funny, no, ironic, how when I actually do see you, I am just filled with a kind of blind rage. I dont know what I am angry at. I just know that I dont want you there in my line of vision. that I want you to go away. far far away. and that's where you're at now right? far far far away from me. how do I make this dull thudding stop. maybe the thud reminds me still, that I am a human. church today, and touched on forgiveness. forgive and forget. I dont know how. I dont know why I cant. I just, cant. maybe I am narrow minded, maybe I am a selfish brat. maybe I just dont deserve what He did for me. maybe, I am a Gentile, and maybe that's where I am going to remain. it takes alot for me to really feel the anger for more than an hour, but the minute I get angry, I dont get over it easily. maybe it's pride. maybe, anger has become a defense mechanism. I know that friends hurt me once too many times. I trust someone, but they just, ... I can close my eyes, and if I were capable, I'd lash out at them, instead, of just hiding behind myself, my own personality. and you thought I was strong. I proved you wrong. I know there are a thousand and one things I can be happy about. about my friends, my churchies, my passion. but with you, school, farewell, and a thousand other things, I am just glad that I'm not crying. I, am just not able to pull myself up.
Saturday, June 21, 2008 @ 11:22 PM
flagday today with the fab el people who makes me want to laugh, cry, smack them, giggle, gossip, laugh and god knows what. first time doing flagday, and probably last time. we actually were stuck with starting and called estee for help, gahh! how embarrassing! anyway, I learnt a very good lesson today. Never ever ask for donations at orchard road, especially those well dressed one. the hypothesis which was proven today is: the more well dressed they are, the more likely they are not going to give you anything. well come to think of it, maybe I wouldnt be so harsh. maybe it is just that, they are dressed for work. especially those in the mid 30s range, they probably havent made enough to get married, buy car, buy clothes which are a neccessity in the area that they work, buy house, renovation, furniture. loan this loan that, credit card this credit card that, in the end payday nothing to bring home after all the deductions. but, they are. driving car, renovating house designer style, armani suits. which is why, I will not think that they are selfish and give them the benefit of the doubt. sheesh, babylove is super duper nonsense, and I am spectaculating that the dubious object that made saku a suspicious looking person has got something something to do with farewell, the one thing I am not looking forward to when school reopens. I do not like saying goodbyes. I enjoyed the planning and doing process with my level mates, but when I think of the purpose.. aiyeh, as said, it's the culture of leaving that makes you treasure your years in cedar, not? haha, and I guess this is like one of the last times I am going to go to some el thing and back with babylove. I enjoyed the company though, and it made the terribly long train ride in the early morning more tolerable. really though, I doubt you will seriously see this. I'm tired now.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008 @ 6:14 PM
I sorta realised that this is the last week of the hols. which means, in approximately 102 hours, we've gotta all trudge our way back to school, resume routine lives, and as Isabel rightly says, "all hail the tests". yesh, the welcome back to school present that we get every term. today's leadership training wasnt, erm, very good? I know the school went in to alot of efforts and all, but I really cant go against my conscience and say that I learnt something. I really really didnt. well, at least I had fun with the games. that's the best I can say. however, do not try to get me to pon the next one, cause I flat out wouldnt. get the hint, _____? finally got myself infront of the comp to complete the annoying chinese gan xiang. so now I am left with half a endyear science paper and well, senior's letter. (; anyway, I got my contact lens. so dont gawk the next time you see me, cause there actually is some form of warning here already. hehs. and I dont know, I just feel so flat out, lethargic.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008 @ 9:57 PM
sec2 meeting for tying up the knots leading up to the sec4 farewell, and I am so very happy to be abel to happily strike off one thing off my to-do list. day can always be lots of fun and laughter with the el people, though the number of people who turned out was pathethic. alas, sighs. haha, what to do. I dont blame most of them, but seriously, one of them is very irksome. sheesh, esther should know who I am gabbling about here. anyway, esther, many many many many many thanks for doing most of the organisation work, even though there wasnt a "leader" kinda thing in that sense. one can only imagine the stress on your sms bill, and gosh, you are just the best and you just are the best! (= no more dedicatments today, but really, let's find one day when we dont have any thing to complete and go get lost in Ikea okay? we can all be retarded and take retarded photos in retarded photos. haha, mind you, let's not wear uniform, oops. xp and I sorta realised through our convos that taking forgranted of people you love is always easy, cause you expect them to love you back. sighs. gahhh, I am terribly sleepy and I still need to finish the chinese nonsense and the lit presentation. sieving info really is not the best thing to do in my state of mind. rawr. oh, and did I ever mentioned, that I just lovee sec2 eldds-rians? (= memories from not so long ago, never will be again. so easy to take forgranted. I learnt my mistake now, coccooning was always the safest thing to do.
Monday, June 16, 2008 @ 7:24 PM
Is it worth fighting for success and higher achievements without anyone to share it with? guess that's how much I miss you now.
@ 4:59 PM
so, left the house early in the morning today to meet the churchies at bedokreservior to jog, and I think we are all absolute failures. what 5km, all 3km start walking/crawling on the floor already. and I swear that the although originally, a mentally retarded person having a mental age of three to seven years and requiring supervision in the performance of routine daily tasks of personal care was called a imbecile, I think we can change that to Hongxun already! so, went to play basketball and barbeque ourselves under the sweltering hot sun, we went to Hx's house to watch kungfu dunk, which, honestly speaking, didnt seem to be a very good movie. oops, do I see flying knives in my direction already? and that stupiddd hongxun is the most terrible person. whilst we were preparing the cake outside to surprise him, he HAD to walk out even though I was trying to push him back in. how annoying! annoying dumb person! sheesh! haha, I think anytime when we are together, we are just a wholeload of fun ya? screaming screaming at the basketball court under the sweltering sun..next time, count me out! gosh, I love my churchies! .
@ 4:49 PM
haha, before someone named max comes to my door, splashes paint and threatens me with a knife, I'd better do the course credit. Max, Justin, Abigail, Adreena, Benjamin, Cheryl and Kaymin, cheers to the absolutely wonderful time we had together, be it crapping at dinner, making funny comments, or just being togehter as a group, you guys are absolutely the best. shant go into details about the course, cause it would bore socks off, but coupla of funny conversations that just makes me roll on the floor. Kaymin: [administering another personality test] Okay, so you see a lake. How many swans do you see? Abi: I see fish. Me: a flock. Kaymin: [starts chuckling] That's the number of boyfriends you'll have. [whole LG bursts out laughing] Abi: A FLOCK OF THEM?! Me: FISH? - Benjamin: You know what my favourite thing to do is? To have a really, really cold shower at night, turn on my air-con, turn on the fan, hop under the covers, and pretend I'm in Antarctica. So fun! (silence) Cheryl: Sometimes, I wonder what else you do at home that you haven't told me yet. - (hears people screaming outside the room) Mrs Tan: More sexual stereotypes. I'll bet you, no boy could scream like that. Everyone: Justin. Mrs Tan: I was hoping you guys would say that. gosh, this post is not going to do anything credit, but boy did I have a hell lot of fun! let's go for lunch one of these days humans!
Sunday, June 15, 2008 @ 6:21 PM
I hate making decisions. especially when a wrong step would hurt others, people I care about, my friends. I want to be reckless. to let go, to live as I'd want to. to be who I am, to do what I want. but I wont let myself. how contradicting, what a contraversy. guess, I'd just have to live with this throbbing pain, until time sees fit to wash off your footprints in the sandbox of my mind. church today, was somewhat good. I got the pictures already, but I'm rather reluctant to put them up, cause well, this IS the world wide web. mhms. went out for dinner with the cellgroup humans, and as usual, we had plenty plenty of fun. loved the company, and the after dinner activity, as usual, billard. tomorrow! many many much much fun again! (: gosh, I feel so emotionaly drained, what's wrong with me. I should stop going to blogs with pictures, cause the memories they evoke arent in my taste. it just stings sometimes, that a convo window with your name wont appear the minute I go online, no goodnight messages that makes me smile, no morning smileys, no morning calls for me to make, or receive wakeup nap calls, and so many so many things. wishing you well still. I'd just have to live with it. strong, on my own.
Saturday, June 14, 2008 @ 6:54 PM
stereptypical really, how everybody thinks that girls from girls school hankers after shuai guys, throws themselves at the feet, and acts like a coupla dumbos who cant differentiate between chem and physics and only cares about the dumb hair. geez. what is your problem man. you are so annoying me! I thought you were above that, but apparently you arent. irritating sexist chuavinist male! Prove it. Prove your assertions and assumptions. and your conclusion is definitely wrong, cause your premise is so terribly flawed! comeon! mixed school girls? dont make them sound like saints please, you disgust me. seriously.
Thursday, June 12, 2008 @ 9:10 PM
church family camp 2008! really enjoyed it, and I think that the term "retreat" is indeed true, a retreat from real life into the arms of love and bonding. but retreats cant last for long, else we'd all become recluses, and it will no longer be fun. learned many new stuff, from working with the kids and the teachers, and I think it gave me a whole new insight to the term 'children's ministry'. mainly, it gave me much of a headache, and a sore throat that is increasingly growing deeper. kids were cute to me, and they still are. but whereas in the past it just stopped at the word cute, not it goes into the word crowd control. in the past whenever we did serve, it was all done for us, this was a different and a definitely new and eye-opening experience. materials, songs, games. the planning would never be the same as on hand stuff, that was a lesson learnt the hard way. thankgosh for lydialim, carislau and huanghongxun! we'd fun, and I especially enjoyed random bursts of singing campfire song after we get like super super high. roomates! more bonding at hand, and I wont even bother talking about the stuff that goes on in the rooms, deep into the nights. hahaha, that sounds wrong, hmm. but I truly enjoyed those times, though honestly, I havent watched cartoon network for ages! and I learnt a new term! "eye-candy" hahaha, some people should know who I am talking about! gosh, all the pictures are with hongxun, geez. will get it from him soon, and you can see me holding cute cute cute cute kids! mind you, I sorta think the cuter they are the more of a headache they give.
Sunday, June 8, 2008 @ 11:25 PM
sometimes it seems, if I just dreamed, somehow you would be here.
oh, there's something wrong with my handphone, and I'll be in Batam starting tomorrow, meaning I can receive msgs, but cant send out. will get in touch as soon as I step foot on s'pore soil ya?
Saturday, June 7, 2008 @ 7:46 PM
Today is about the only day I productively sat down and made myself chiong homework, since Jolene motivated me. haha, the motivation power and what it can do to your homework pile, seriously. geez, blog surfing always reveals the amount of very angsty teenagers and humans, brainless bloggers eager to jump on the bandwagon of commenting on current events. how interesting this is. and I realised that my trackings and cases for debate is everywhere else except in my debate notebook, sheesh. I need to get to it soon. speaking of which, I am missing competition mode, though it is tiring, really it is the prime of debate. oh, speaking of which, I started reading my books I bought recently already. one of them titled, Backlash, and it generally looked into the problems of gender equality. mhms. I know got people shaking head already. "They accepted us(woman) into the world, as long as we accepted it as it is" true pretty much? pathethic, yesh. sighs.
Friday, June 6, 2008 @ 1:32 AM
Thursday 5th June The Kinokuniya branch at Takashimaya is turning out to be my second home. I spent a 100bucks on books today. cool, not? I spent the entire of today and half of the half of yesterday there too.] so, conclusion. when geraldine goes out, nomatter with who, go where, do what and when. she only spends money on two things. one, food two, books. went out with belbel to do homework two days back, terribly unproductive. quoting, " went to dhoby ghaut, cool zone. closed for lunch break again lah, but they coming back so only waited 5 mins. auto start escalator again, haha(: oh geraldine was like pointing at the frh poster, say they all so gay. then she pointed at chun, this one is wu zun right? i was like, noooo, *point at arron* that one is wu zun! geraldine: no leh, this one look more like him HAHA. then she point at jiro, i said, yah that's the monkey. (sense ppl are gonna kill me) and the best thing is? got jiro fan there! -dies- somemore geraldine say they gay, i best luh i call jiro monkey. " haha, I have no sense of this kinda things! contradicting hobbies and likes, but we always get along just fine. (: Friday Debate today, talk about out of touch. finally got to know who the sec1s are. hmms. they did okay for their first debate, and I can still remember OUR first debate. definitely worse-r. and I seriously screwed up third okay. first was still, okay. though I was overtime. I am falling into bad habits, not enough fire, not enough sense, too fast. ohnoohnoohno. third, hahaha, the shortest prep time ever for me to get a case. rawr. "Michelle, since Thanveer left already, debate against yourself!" - fiona, quote of the day and she didnt do anything for opp, best ah best. so I did, and screwed up in her place. nevermind, screwups now are better than screwing on the competition floor. lunch! hehs, I was the only junior, how annoying. but I enjoyed it alot, and no more KFC the next time for Bugis. Soup Spoon! and crepe which Jolene is totaly in love with! HAHA. okay, back to editing photos so I can save them and go print it and put it in _____'s thingy intime for tuesday! seeing them together, or any other couple, hurts like nobody's buisness now. but I cant, and I wont cry.
Wednesday, June 4, 2008 @ 11:14 AM
this is a post come late! I aint going to upload all, so if you guys are really looking for the pictures, go to cedareldds.blogspot.com. (; I uploaded them there already. oh, and I swear Esther has a standing crush on me or something! Esther has to stop taking photos of me okay! haha, okay, kidding, we are both straight!
favourite photo! :D and the group photos, which I havent gotten my hands on, cause the files are so darn big and there is little time that both me and esther are online and can use the sharing folders!
Tuesday, June 3, 2008 @ 1:21 AM
EL camp today was a blast, thankyou to everybody who made it possible for today to happen! especially to the poor going to take prelims in tenweeks sec4s who had to take time out to plan. (I seriously doubt anyone would see this.) sec2 bonding! family hierachy, and gonggong dont have a wife, anytakers? lunch was really the funniest part of the day, warped form of sexuality lessons, and we all conclude that vanessa is never, and will never be innocent. lucky we were all sec2s and two sec3s, else it'll seriously open eyes. I know mal's eyes were very very big. I have pics from Esther! but blogger's being dumb and not allowing me to upload anything! so the pictures will talk for themselves when they are up. (: seniors who dont deserve respect wont get any. too bad I'll openly defy you, whatcha gonna do about that? You are passing out anyway, and you, my dear senior, are not in exco, so dont act like you are. juniors who dont respect, wont get any as well. as much as I know you are used to being in charge and whatever crap you can come out with, so am I, and so are WE. and we dont act like that, neither now, nor in the past. we can be nice, we can be your friends, but cross the line with any of the sec2s, and the rest will really give it to you. we're not the sec3s, and we are not going to be bullied, try me. try us. please have a sense of common decency, and courtesy. being a good senior who's nice and patient and doesnt get mad and shows it is gonna be harder than I thought. I no longer look forward to friday's debate session, cause there wont be the sec4s, and we're gonna find out who are the sec1 debaters. ohwells, nevermind.
Monday, June 2, 2008 @ 12:32 AM
I'm like super lethargic now, haha. went out for dinner with the family after your average day in church, where life just breezes past you and you just want something to happen. well, something, well, anything for that matter. yesh, that's how wunderfully bored I am with life at the moment. choy. met cell group on the way home, and as usual, talk crap with the others and played billard. haha, thankyou hongxun for teaching me. happy now? I am going back to doing SFcamp's timetable, and I am awfully boredddddd. entertain me, someone! |
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