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Sunday, June 15, 2008 @ 6:21 PM
I hate making decisions. especially when a wrong step would hurt others, people I care about, my friends. I want to be reckless. to let go, to live as I'd want to. to be who I am, to do what I want. but I wont let myself. how contradicting, what a contraversy. guess, I'd just have to live with this throbbing pain, until time sees fit to wash off your footprints in the sandbox of my mind. church today, was somewhat good. I got the pictures already, but I'm rather reluctant to put them up, cause well, this IS the world wide web. mhms. went out for dinner with the cellgroup humans, and as usual, we had plenty plenty of fun. loved the company, and the after dinner activity, as usual, billard. tomorrow! many many much much fun again! (: gosh, I feel so emotionaly drained, what's wrong with me. I should stop going to blogs with pictures, cause the memories they evoke arent in my taste. it just stings sometimes, that a convo window with your name wont appear the minute I go online, no goodnight messages that makes me smile, no morning smileys, no morning calls for me to make, or receive wakeup nap calls, and so many so many things. wishing you well still. I'd just have to live with it. strong, on my own. |
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