Monday, June 23, 2008 @ 11:08 PM


I have never walked into the school compound with such a desire to get out of it and catch the next bus home.
when I actually got dismissed from school, never have I wanted so much to think that I was in a dream. a nightmare, that I would just snap awake from.

and that's how bad, the first day of term3 went.

the school kitchen for baking thing really screwed up my entire day. the worst thing was that since it was in the middle of lessons, I couldnt run to sya or esther or sharianty and put brains together. it turned out fine in the end though, thankgod for people like sya and esther and shar and nan and mal and you all wonderful people.

lessons werent exactly, good? going through of holiday homework, and a teacher who doesnt seem to be able to inspire me to get high high grades. target setting as usual, and setting realistic goals meant B3s and A2s. how far from my previous standards I have fallen, I can only sigh.

I dont know. I am just feeling down generally, and with el farewell tomorrow.. I really dont want to say goodbye to my seniors. let's hope I dont cry tomorrow. with my current state of mood, it'd take little to set me off. so forgive me if I am short on patience and harsher with my words. I really really am trying to control my temper, nowadays bubbling so close to the surface. and it is ironic, you dont even know it is because of you, cause you wont read this. from favourites, to not even on the url bar? mocking, indeed.





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