Thursday, June 26, 2008 @ 8:53 PM


I knew you would be angry with me when I told you, but it still feels sad to know that you are. the heaviness I thought I would relief by telling you the truth didnt go away, it doubled, tripled. I was watching when you read it outside the room. I was. but I guess, I didnt really wanted to say goodbye with unhappiness..and, well, I dont know.

school's been peppered with funny and odd moments, the flu bug's around and everyone's falling ill and taking mc. sheesh, partner, are you coming back to school tomorrow?

baked today, sheesh, Miss Lau Xingling, you better be happy, cause I hardly ever step into the kitchen, and you made me. gahh

went back to primary school for the last "coaching" session before their debate comp, and since I was early, I hung around. first time I saw the primary1s having recess. seeing them play and eat and get scolded and herded around did funny things to me. I walked about, went and sat in our encove overlooking the field. went to stand at the place where we used to stand for no reason, just enjoying the company, walked and sat in empty classrooms where we used to have lessons and wait for the bell to ring, went and traced words I knew were left in places, unburied our little bottle..and threw it away. always when I went back it was in a rush, I went back, but I didnt really go back. today, I revisted our coral, the one without all the newness and all the changes, where we were playful and ignorant as juniors, confident as seniors. none of what we are going through now, mhm? I can remember everything.

am going to continue with my notes collaboration, and I am gonna make Leng sit down and teach me Atoms and Molecules again. anyone?






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