sf event today, and got to know caris's friends. hmms. nice bunch. (:
and I seriously feel that if the purpose of these are to bond, then somethings needs to be tweaked abit. but since I shouldnt be commenting about this on the worldwideweb blogsphere, offending anyone, than I shall just hold my peace.

talking to daryl after the entire thing made me think. sure, he accused me of "expecting too high, and getting disappointed when others dont reach that mark." but if what you are doing when you are representing the school does not represent the school, then pray tell me, what does? to each his own I suppose, but really, is there truth behind that sentence I wonder? I expect too high of everyone and everything around me, then get disappointed when others dont reach that standard that I subconsciously set. is it really me, after all this time?
hard sentences hurt, but maybe, that inch of truth in it cant be denied.

something made me totally disappointed in the opposite gender today. entirely truly and wonderfully disappointed.

"that fool actually asked me if I could give her happiness"
"what did you tell her"
"I said yes, of course. we'll see how far I can fool her"

maybe I am falling into bad habits again, and "judging based on one experience"
but guess what, this isnt the first, and I doubt it will be the last.
we'll see.

whatever the case, I am a girl, a girl who is "more prone to using emotions to decide".well, if you say so. I stick to who I am, cause that's the only thing that I can hold on to, in this turbulent ocean of lies.

oh, there's something wrong with my handphone, and I'll be in Batam starting tomorrow, meaning I can receive msgs, but cant send out. will get in touch as soon as I step foot on s'pore soil ya?