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Sunday, June 29, 2008 @ 10:47 PM
you used to ask why there were eye rings under my eyes. now I know they are the shadows of the past you used to ask about the pallor of my face now I know it is because my insides are struggling you used to ask me if I am okay now I know I am not you used to tell me goodnight. now I guess, it's to someone else alltogether. call it the blues but I know better, it's me. the longing to speak to you so acute it's tearing me up inside. re-reading convo histories, trying to concentrate on science but thinking of what you would say had I been telling you what I thought of the chapters. I thought I could survive, and I am. but what's to surviving to no insides? just plain agony, seeing your arm slung around her waist. I dont ask for it to be around mine. I just want the history to repeat again. it'd have been a year of conversations. had it not been. over 300 contacts on msn, over 90 people in phonebook. but not one to turn to, no one who could understand. cause, I dont understand myself as well. incoherence, ironic. pathethic. guess I screwed up again |
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