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Tuesday, July 8, 2008 @ 9:34 PM
I dont know. somehow it stings when I see you guys walking around. it just stings that well, I am not as good. worst still, maybe I am significantly worst or something? I tried rationalising the teachers' reasons for doing so. I try to draw examples from previous batches to convince myself that, yes, they did the right thing, they made the right choice. but do you know, that it still stings, particularly at times like this? and I am just going to sit through this year's investiture, both with the same role, in the same way, and compare my own different feelings and thoughts. two different invest, two different experiences, two kinds of thoughts and feelings. and at the end of the day, the bitter sense of irony. I'll never live up to them. no matter how close you think I am to them, I am nothing next to them. and it just, stings. not jealous, nothing. just, bitter irony and regret. and no. I am not going to try again. thoughts and suff aside, been photo editing inbetween mugging (: well, one's gotta have a life somehow. so shut up if you are going to say I have been slacking again. leenalee, this is directed at you (:
a moment like this, debate today was a confusing session. omgosh third speaker, how to organise such a messy debate. I just went, I couldnt find a point of contention and shot everyone. haha, anyway, we learnt alot today. (: my life's close to perfect. great friends, schooling life, family and about everything else. why do I hanker after so out of reach? geraldine, snap out of it. |
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