Sunday, July 27, 2008 @ 7:42 PM


" I've got a soul, but I am not a soldier " - isabel

mhms.

and I wonder about the fruitility of things now. even as I mug like there's no tomorrow. well, actually I am not mugging now, I am just using the comp and leaving the window that has my science notes on alone.

history - notes done, memorising done.
science - both undone.

yea man, just, murder me now or something. double history tomorrow, normally I will just snore the period off, but tomorrow's important. I expect there will be a frenzy of questions tomorrow for the history teacher. let's hope she goes through all the essay formats again, else I will be firing some questions too. (:

gah. sunday. such a conflicting thing, afternoon worship is. the let down, perhaps the easier breathing after seeing that you and her are not at lunch, infer that perhaps you are not in church. the disappointment perhaps, of not seeing you again. then it was worship. talking to caris about something totally not important, then realising that you were there. the momentary sense of relief that she isnt. then I see her. that pang of pain. and the heart, frozen perhaps for a week or so, starts to throb again. the cold or the pain. I cant choose which is worse.

and my heart doesnt forget, though my mind has. and I find you in comparison increasingly weak and annoying. can you try to resemble a guy, and try to have your own stand?

cause I know I want a challenge, a bad boy.
and I know, bad boys break hearts.

主,因争战在于你。





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