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Thursday, July 10, 2008 @ 7:20 PM
Lack of motivation, drive. Lack of time. Lack of concentration, determination. Lack of everything. and nothing in abundance. Lethargy perhaps. Subconsciously, I am tired already. At that level at sec2, where would I end up as a sec4? I fear streaming. I fear myself. and it doesnt help at all that the teachers are heaping stress load after stress load on us. not at all. it's just screwed up. a stone on our backs, faces muted with stress and tired. laughter constrained. jokes sick. where's my supposed honeymoon year? chinese teacher stressed us out. test topics for all the tests are out. heavy on the mugging load now. feels like 24 hours are not enough. and the most time wasted's in school. what a joke. me and my cateater came out with this during science. 5 ways to kill yourself, scientifically. as advertised, no gory details, no blood. die cleanly and helping people around you save trouble . 1. Inject conc. sugar solution into your blood - use the osmosis process to understand 2. Inject water into your blood - use the osmosis process as well 3. Drink Hydrochloric acid of pH value 1.0 - use the pH chart to understand value 4. Drink Methyl Orange (universal indicator) - orange in color, for people who like orange syrups. 5. Drop mercury thermometer and do not evacuate the room - gas in the air would kill you. yesh. that's what you should do, instead of what, jumping buildings (terrify kids), slashing (people have to clean up the blood.) then again. me and bel and enrica are going to emigrate to Cameron Highlands and be plantations owner. Jemima is going to emigrate to finland, away from any chinese. this, is what happens, after a stressful pep talk by the chinese teacher, and the science teacher nagging about spars. |
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