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Wednesday, July 2, 2008 @ 9:54 PM
There wasnt "us" to begin with. why had I thought otherwise? Pass judgement on me, exile me from the saneness of this world. because for once, that's my only desire. to be insane, to be, me. no more, no more, this reasoning is killing me, it is tearing me apart. I asked for it. which fool wears her heart on her sleeve. I am a cedarian, and I will live up to be one. the coach asked, are we cedarians. we are. and by golly, even if it kills me, I will be one. responsible and reliable. careful and considerate. that's what I will be, no more feelings, no more wants. duties to be fufiled. nothing else. the best. nothing but the best. that, I know, understand, and will do. I looked into the mirror after school today. and I saw a juvenile delinquent. socks just acceptable, scraping the ankle. skirt skimming the knees. fringe should be pinned up. shirt half untucked. tie hiding the undone button. how did I ended up here? from something to nothing. from leader to loser. to think I used to be critical on people with unacceptable uniform. and I ask myself again, has something died in me? |
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