Wednesday, August 27, 2008 @ 7:29 PM


fear of nothing.
yes. I fear nothing.

I fear having nothing. results, friends, acceptance, goals, dreams. the day when all of this becomes dust will be the worst day, hour, minute of my entire life. fear, of not picking myself up together. fear, in the fear of failure, knowing that it would hold me back.

fear, gut wrenching, heart twisting feeling. you stand, still. for the love of yourself, cant seem to be able to move. anticipation, tensions.

I fear, and yet, who dares show it. weakness, it is called.
goes to show, how warped this society is. first roles; gender, job were labelled, now it has even boiled down to labelling emotions. the distance that mankind can go to, indeed.

school day was rather silly. having a change of D&T partner's fun, I see her face I want to laugh already, dont know why. HAHA. hysterical, from all the stress. study skills during TOP was plain boring, annoying, and un-helpful. yes yes, thank you very much, I can study, now let me prove it to you by studying and not wasting 1hour listening to you talk crap? if we had to wait for a simply redundant talk about memory to help us study, then well well well, I am sure all the tests we have done so far were open book tests? silly, really.







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