Saturday, August 30, 2008 @ 6:12 PM


It does matter that you arent here when I need someone to talk to, to clear my mind off the hanging fog.

on a seperate note, I see something in your eyes, something that is not right, but I just cant place a finger on it. you worry me, you really really do. how do I brooch something to you, something that I know is tearing you apart inside? your smile's too bright, your eyes too empty. what's wrong with you my dear friend?

went down to stgeorge's in the morning, and I ended up being roped to teach maths english and science despite only going down to speak to madam chan about tuesday's trip. right. right, not that I mind, they really are adorable. and some of the younger ones know me by name now, and the older ones sorta know who I am. sometimes when I look at them, I so want to curse them. their eyes are void of fear, so filled with rebellion. right. geraldine, stop it.

I am so tired and so so burnt out now. I have no idea why. I am in absolutely no mood to do anything. gosh I want debate. I am sure I can do a fantastic third speech in the kinda mood I am in now. I just want to blast things apart. and I sure am happy that people take things forgranted and just well, forget that everything that has been done needs effort and to just shut the hell up if he doesnt know how to do it better.

okay, chill. right. chill.







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