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Saturday, September 27, 2008 @ 11:08 PM
I saw a bunch of riders on my way home. I had to swerve my bike to avoid them, had to look from a distance at the tricks they were doing. that was in the afternoon. I was reminded of videos, pictures, converstations. I thought, I know what they do, what they think, what their attitude towards life is. I saw, and I envied them, for the lives they were leading. I saw, and I missed. I saw, looked away, and tried to drown out my own thoughts. I saw, knew. worlds apart. was, and is. for every single time I want to turn away from bmxers, my head hurts once. dont bother commenting on this post. I type, without restrain, without mincing my words, cause right now? I dont really care much about how you see me. dont judge me, unless you know me, and you know this whole thing. guess what, know it alls. unless you are me, you wont ever know what I am thinking. I am apt at reading eyes and expression. so you will never see me, for who I am. mug. |
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