I know different people handle stuff differently, view stuff differently. that there are different leadership styles, but, I dont know. it just doesnt seem to satisfy my question, does it? we ought to know, we ought to be able to handle all these, but we arent, aint doing it well, aint doing it well enough.

the sense of disappointment is so tangible in the air, even in something as simple as a blog post. where's the yardstick? where's right and where's wrong? and where's good and where's bad? I feel so blind and without an aim when we are talking about COALs.

but we'll just try, and try and try harder. try and try and try harder. we wont give up, will we?

cause I still want to believe that we are stars, and that we can shine brightly, together. not even just echo, but everyone, really, every single one of us. I still want to hold on to that knowledge, that it only takes a spark, to get a fire going. call me idealistic, but I dont want to let go, not yet.

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