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Thursday, October 16, 2008 @ 11:55 PM
time check: 12 midnight. I am totally exhausted now, and there're coals tomorrow. but before I go to bed, I need to get something off my mind. you. whatever you do, there are limits, boundaries, rules that you should abide by. why people want to give up halfway or leave things hanging is beyond my comprehension. heed me when I saw that there is always a limit, and you know it. of all people, please do not tell me that my lines are unclear. dont. someone told me that the best way to survive is to just take care of yourself. and after getting hurt so many time, you know what, I am quite willing to try that out? I am not angry, I am just disappointed. shouldnt, and will never let too much of myself go. you hurt me, you hurt me bad this time. many a time ago, you asked me if I would stay and wait, or to chase after a storm. I would chase the storm, cause I still want to be an idealist. but now, I am not sure anymore. that's what you, and countless others did. trampled and made me cringe in a corner. many people think I am arrogant and ignorant. if only they knew, I am still waiting for the sun to shine again. |
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