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Thursday, October 2, 2008 @ 6:46 PM
you always said I was too sensitive, you always said I thought too much, for my age. you said you were protecting me, cause of my age. but you dont understand, do you? everything that I have thought about so far, they have all come through. I knew you wouldnt stay, I knew. people warned me. my worries were not groundless, my poundering not futile. no, I am not the one living in a bubblewrap, wraped in by my own fear and paranoias. you are the one, still in your comfort zone. I stepped out of mine long before you realised. I pulled the carpet this time, buddy. you lost. and I plan to keep you that way. I put down the phone on you, friend. I had no wish to continue listening to your voice. I didnt let my heart triumph this time. I am younger, I am a girl. and these will be my shield, even as you try to break down the wall you say I have built. buddy, you laid the foundations, I just completed it for you. my tribute to you, to once upon a time. thanks for teaching me, be it literally or otherwise. |
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