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Thursday, November 27, 2008 @ 11:37 AM
I had a nightmare last night. I was on the high e's again, but this time, there was no encouragement coming from below. but this time, no one bothered to tell me to move on. I was high up but the hostility was clear. The belayer was pissed, the anchor man was happily talking to the backup belayer, laughing at the fool I was. I was scared. I started to cry and it somehow triggered an asthma attack. I couldnt breathe, but no one noticed. I didnt dare say, so I just tried to sit down on the steel string. I lost my footing. I woke up and sat down there for a long time, letting the tears flow. I owe so much to Instructor Caroline, My belay team, Echo 1, My games team, Instructor Alicia, the teachers. Way up there, they really kept me going. kept me from just saying ''falling", from just giving up. I owe them so much, so much. It might not really be anything, but it really meant so much. so much. They gave me the precious gift of support. Labels: COALs |
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