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Saturday, November 1, 2008 @ 2:02 PM
maybe it's the weather, or maybe it's just because of my mood. suddenly missing school with all its quirks with a pang. be it mugging frantically, crapping at the canteen, doing stupid things that makes everybody laugh hysterically, raising eyebrow at stupid stuff, suanning people, being superdup sacarstic, rolling eyes at stupid lessons or lame jokes that teachers get in their minds to crack, addressing teacher by name. simple things like walking into the classroom and expecting to see familiar faces doing familiar things, drag  ging people down for a walk in the canteen, looking for missing people, figuring out why attendance isnt full, mugging at pp macs. simple things, I miss.rushing cases, meeting outside the staffroom benches, being braindead, trying to seek help, getting help from teachers, mindless chatting about things going on in school. the thrill before the debate, the fear, the anxiety. court shoes that no normal human being can walk in, walking into some unfamiliar environment as a team, as a school. subway cookies, prata from the prata shop. all the weird spars that we will try not to panic for and fail miserably. I miss. rushing off for yet another echo meeting, the last 10mins before assembly time at the canteen, asking permission for every single thing, including as leena phrases it, washing my damn hands. cheering at odd moments that turns us all into oddballs, expectancy ripe in the air, especially when you are blindfolded, observing things and getting question marks going off in your head; only to be answered later. not knowing how to react. to greet or not to greet? to be awkwardly formal or awkwardly informal? glances exchanged, underground communications. sense of bond from stranger status. helping people stick their name tags, own group or otherwise. people running to give you your tag, safety pinning, doing forfeits by seeing mushy songs. I miss. these has already become part of school life. and I miss school life so much so much now. |
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