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Friday, December 12, 2008 @ 8:28 PM
wrapping up stuff here and there throughout the entire day, since, surprise surprise, the holidays are ending soon. y'know, recently there was an advertisment on how you are going to spend the last day and the last second on the day of 2008. something about countdowns I think. I am going to spend it dreading sec3. none of the excitement at the end of sec1. another step in life. another milestone. why do I dread it? I dont know. recently received a card which rolled my xmas greetings and letter into one. it made me smile for a moment, and then I started brooding again. I have fantastic seniors. they are almost perfect. be it acedemic wise, debate wise or leadership wise. and there's a kind of pressure, to be as good as them. if not for myself, for my juniors? they gave me alot. they taught me lessons not found in books. but I cant. I wont ever be that kind of senior to my juniors. which may explain why I have a sudden feeling to draw back, to just blend into the background. it'd be easy. it'd be easy to cant be bothered. to just live the way I want to. so tempting. yet, I have to live up to it. sec3 is going to be a hard year, no? |
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