Thursday, January 29, 2009 @ 10:11 PM


I sometimes wonder if you think we are blind and deaf, brainless and without instincts. better still, do you think we are without feelings? my next year's new year resolution ought not be, dont be angry. since I am rarely angry. next year's new year resolution should go like, be pissed less than once a week.

we are such a small group of people. each and every one of us plays an important role, no? in a group like ours, each of us brings our strengths to make everything better, each of us is there to cover for someone's else weaknesses. why should it be so that we never get along seamlessly without the least bit of friction for at least a month is beyond me. 8 of us, a family. dont ruin it all again. yet, playing peace maker is tiring. and so is holding back annoyance.

everyone seems to be suffering from a certain high degree of stress, especially the people around me. cheerful people look strained, energetic people stone more often, and laughters are no longer as free as before. especially the instructors, I've already heard more than I ought to of people suffering from "burnt out" and OAC hasnt even started. Mind you, BTC hasnt started, hoho. nevermind, we can do it. maybe not as a person, but as a group. and to mtnc: we shall be the best and most efficient dept ever.

and games? you guys are doing great. hang in there, dont lose all your fun-ness k!

for what's fear but cowardice in action?

oh, I am happy today, cause I managed to fall properly, thrice. (:

I should just go and die because I am drowning in hw, motion releases tomorrow, and I am still blogging. I ought to shoot myself.





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