Monday, January 26, 2009 @ 10:54 PM


sometimes, I cant help but feel that if people start thinking about things abit more, they wouldnt open themselves to being such parody, all on their own. the blogsphere is an ocassionally distrubing place to flit around, and even when I piece things together, I dont know how to tell you. you're making such a big mistake, but even as a friend, I can only stand here and worry silently for you.

friday, OAI meeting with the three OICs after school. it really struck me as a wake up call. was it me, or were there quiet desperation in their eyes? almost as if they were begging us to step up and not disappoint them, not make them wonder if they've made the wrong choice. their tone was quiet, but I would have felt better if they'd just screamed at us for not doing things right. it'd at the very least have lessened that kind of guilt I felt. qualities, they asked for. yet even now I wonder if I have, if I had them, ever since I stepped into cedar.

random thoughts that has been circulating in my head since friday.

weekday without school's oddly relieving. though the price of being cooed over by relatives who happen to be slightly shorter than you and hearing kids blasting at least 4 tvs at one go is a slightly steep price to pay.





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