Wednesday, January 14, 2009 @ 9:04 PM


you:

it's been snowballing, my distrust, my disappointment. it was really a jab in the system when I first heard. to think I trusted you so, to think I'd put such faith in you. I feel like the fool, with friendship as a veil over her eyes.
why are you jealous when you have so much more? could you not have been happy for me, for the others? am I really to have to put question marks to what you say, all the time?

tolerance for the thing I love. I can, and I will. grit my teeth and move on with the smiles then.


class deco. I thought it would look bimbotic, but it actually looks pretty ok. I still can believe how much time we spent on that runway, azwyn and me. hah, I'm so proud of the two of us. I'll look at that runway sometime when I'm feeling down and smile at all the photowhoring and nonsense that was done today (:

and sorry clique, I had maintainance and echo recess, couldnt join you guys today. really really sorry. ):

aint really in the mood to blog. there's a rock weighing down on my heart and mind.

went home with hanan, and I heard alot of things. things have been clearing up, steadily but surely. turns out half the time the problem isnt what the problem is.





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